Lol i do this on Epicwords... But basically you can go onto
http://www.epicwords.com/characters/386 and that is my character page...
This is a recent Blog/Journal Entry from Sayu....
Journal EntrySitting here and not knowing who I am anymore, really gets to me. I was all so sure of who I was but now I have no idea. Finding out that I am indeed not a Mogi. Then who am I?
This is a shock to myself. I once believed that I knew my family. Was that all a figment of my imagination? This is indeed an eye opener.
What is going on? I know that this is out of my control but yet I somehow feel that the pressure of finding the killer of my 'So called family' has grown stronger. Not being able to remember my linage is a struggle but I know that once I find out who I am through this, then I know and believe I will feel whole again.
Many things are running through my head. The remorse that i feel can never be defined in any word in any of the Erideos Dictionaries. Alas I can say that I am in a dark and horrible place. Many things are happening around me but i cannot lift myself to enjoy the Festive Celebrations that are happening around the castle.
Is being a Mogi a figment of my imagination?
Is this a horrible trick someone is trying to pull on me?
Whatever it is, I would never wish this upon any of my worst enemies.
Knowing now that I may have relatives makes me even sadder as I lived alone for so long. My future seems so bright but i feel it has become bleak.
I hope people will understand that I am not going to the Banquet. They have no idea what I am going through right now. But alas this Banquet is for us (sighs).
[SPOILER] Will I ever see the light at the end of the tunnel?
